Ok so I promise this will be the last post about any of this cam stuff info. Although there's still a high chance of 18+ stuff just not job related.
( 18+ Website... )


That's all. :)

I've been dying because I quit my job and now I have about..er.. $2 in the bank. We're pretty much fucked. So I went on Craiglist to get some ideas for a job and maybe I just happened to wonder over to the adult area. Long story short I'm now going to apply for a webcam modeling thing. I can only hope hope hope that this works out. <3

Anyways I need 5 pictures and a headshot to submit. Here goes nothing.
( Mostly SFW just a lot of pics. Last one has some butt :3 )

So I joined twitter. Maybe I'll end up updating there more often. Who knows. If anyone cares you can find me here.

http://twitter.com/LadyMissie

Also I'm a sex addict. :D Oh joy.

I can't stop thinking about things I shouldn't think. I don't even know if it would work anyways. My heart hurts. I'm too lazy to do anything in my head that won't get me into trouble.

I just wanna play. ;_;

I can never figure out what to post if I do ever post here. Well I have some idea but it would go under the 18+ section again. Always me and sex. -sigh-

( Lol sex stuffs. 18+ )

Ok I'm done. Does anyone even read this crap?

( Sales begin behind here... )</div>

Lust by far. Done too much of it already.

1) I quit Foxwoods. For maybe the two whole people who read this and know me from work.. that's why you won't see me there anymore.
2) Now working on my boyfriend's comic. If you got nothing else to do on the internet why don't you read his comic? A few clicks will give us a few pennies as well. Tell everyone you know! :D


http://godlychicken.com/

Oh well look at this. A writer's block question I actually want to answer. I've thought about this many times before and I think I have the main idea already. First off I want  my still working organs to be taken and given to people who need them. Then after that it's a pretty simple proccess. Take my body and chuck it in a body farm. There it will serve three different purposes.

1) It will give food to whatever insects and possible animals who wish to eat me.
2) It's cheap. My family doesn't need to pay some crazy amount of money to put me in a box and put me 6 feet under.
3) A body farm lets people in Forensics study how bodies decompose.

Sounds icky I'm sure but I'll be dead. I won't give a damn. :D

Laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop laptop.

-foams at the mouth-

So today I finished my second meeting with the counselor at work. I won't tell the whole backstory but I ended up confessing on paper to my shift supervisor that I tried to freeze myself outside one nice. Long story short I got taken to the hospital, somewhat, against my will. It was either consent or get dragged away by police.

ANYWAYS, they sent me to the EAP counselor at work and I've talked to him twice in about 30 minute sessions. He referred me today to 4 different mental help clinics around where I live. I need to google map where they are located and just pick the closest one. He told me that I might have bipolar disorder. I also have a problem with my mood changing based on what's going around me solely. So if I'm sitting at work by myself I get very depressed. When someone comes to talk to me I get a high. When they leave I fall back down into depression. The cycle continues. It sucks and after a while it really starts to hurt. Both mentally and physically. I want some happy pills to help. D:

In other, better, news My boyfriend bought a 32" flat screen HDTV on black Friday. On top of that he bought an xBox 360 elite. Now all we need, or in my case, is to buy some video games. :3 I want GTA4, Beautiful Katamari, Viva Pinata, and um.. I forget what else. Plus a controller for myself. So far I've been playing Psyconauts which we did have before but the loading times on the PS2 just killed it. The xBox does such a better job with loading.

Well today is the day. I'm dressed, I'll take my camera to video myself, I have my cell phone for both phone calls and pictures along the way, and I'm registered to vote. I can't believe I'm voting already. Granted I'm more than happy to vote today but also a little nervous. I'm dressed up for the part too in a way. They say not to wear any political shirts so I put on my dress, in 40 degree weather, which is blue. I'm sure that will get the point across. Of course I am in a blue state to begin with.

NERVOUS!

Look for a video sometime tonight of my trip to the voting.

So I generally only post to my blog now when something either big has happened, in my eyes anyways, or when I just feel that I've neglegticed it too much. Usually then I just post something stupid to fill it up. Well this time I think something pretty big actually happened, again only in my eyes.

Yesturday my boyfriend and I went to the employee's show of "The Price is Right". Normally David wouldn't have given a damn but when someone said that last time they had the show going on for employee's everyone won something. so he dragged himself to go along with me on just that idea. Too bad since we never won anything. I enjoyed the show itself though since as a child with no internet at her granparents home I watched a lot of the show during the day. Ah yes 10AM was a nice time to watch all those game shows. So to say the least I was /very/ excited to see The Price is Right Live at Foxwoods.

It was announced by a weather man from station 8 in Connecticut I believe. We don't have a television so I don't know anything about the news stations up here. And while the show wasn't hosted by Bob Barker they did manage to have another game show host that I watched as a child. David Ruprecht was our host for this show. He had been those host on the PAX version of Supermarket Sweep. I'm pretty sure he's been the most famous person I know to see live in person.

So during the show itself I think I ended up scaring David just a bit by being very excited and shouting out prices to help the people up on stage win their prizes. I didn't go as crazy as the people you see on the real show of course but I'll say I'm surprised that I didn't lose my voice after the show. It was fun and I had a blast.

So after the show they came out to take pictures and whatnot and I got to take a picture with David. I talked to him for a little bit. I mentioned how I was a pit Clerk and whatnot. He said I made him feel old by saying I remember watching him as a child. Hah I hope I didn't offend him in some way. I feel horrible still for not asking if he was enjoying his time at Foxwoods. I guess I was so star struck for a moment.

Pics or it didn't happen.

So today I went to work real quick around 11:30 to help my mom figure out how the Foxwoods bus system worked for us who live in Downtown Norwich. I ended up meeting my friend Bhavini who was on her break. I chatted with her a while until she had to go back to work. Then I stayed a bit with mom down in the "dungeon" then headed home.

Well guess who I found outside the door on the hill? Mr skunk! He was so cute and not stinky this time around. Last time we had an idea who had been around. Then I heard rustling on the roof of the crappy ahouse right next to us. There I saw Mr Raccoon. So I told David who was there and he came out to see his first live in person skunk. Then we saw a second skunk come down from behind the other building next to us. All in all it was an interesting night to see some wild life.

So right now I'm just eating some left over Vietnemese noodles from the asian resturant we checked out. I tried something new and I love it. :D Om nom nom nom.

That is all.

( Long fucking list of sex questions... )

Because I have nothing better to do at 4:30AM?

Ah back to work yet again. Today was mostly like every other day at Foxwoods as a pit clerk. Boring as fucking hell. A few minor things did happen though one of them being that I finished my first three months there. Which means I will have medical starting November 1st. :D Yay! Not only do I get to go to a doctor for once but I can also get eye exams as well as a dental check-up. I need to create a whole like of problems I'm having recently and long term.

The other thing being that Foxwoods is laying off 700 people in the next few days. My job blows but I'm happy to be making what money I have. I highly doubt they will touch us lower pit clerks as they need our job for law reasons plus we just lost our student workers from Siberia. Many nights in the last month grave shift has had one pit clerk for the two casino's that need us. I doubt they could lay more of us off. The whole situation is ugly to say the least and the morale of everyone is shot, at least until the 18th comes and it's all over. They already walked people out. :0 I hope no one I know/like goes away besides Kathrine. She wants to go anyways so if she wishes then so be it.

The only other thing tonight was that for whatever reason someone decided that the carpet had to be ripped out from back of the house, where only employees go, and redone with tiles. Really? They're aparently hurting from money loss, would explain the layoffs, and they just need to change the carpet? It wasn't needed as we could care less what the back of the house looks like. We're not patrons. Fucking Foxwoods.

I could go on about how retarded managment is over there but I'm too lazy to write such a novel at 4 in the morning. I'm lucky I came to write here at all.

Tommorow I'm stuck in pit 20 which mean the Newport Interational room with all the medium to high rollers. Aka 5,000-200,000 to play games. Yes I have given a marker, a paper used to show their credit limit and whatnot, worth 200k. No tip either. Fuckers. That's another thing. No one ever tips us. well ok there are two older guys do but you don't see them often enough. Here's a tip for anyone who reads this entry. If someone at a casino waits on you in any way you are allowed to tip them. If you keep requesting something from them TIP THEM please! It's a nice gesture and doesn't cost much if youre blowing your money away on games anyways. Only ones you can't tip are security, duh, and supervisiors and up. All us lower bastards can use some money here and there. Srsly if I only got $1-$5 for each marker I did... I would make enough for at least another days work worth.

I'm done.

Again with the bad posting on my part. I'm really horrible when it comes to posting on blogs and journals. Life has been crazy lately. Got a new apartment recently. I'll post pictures soon. I don't feel like posting much now. Maybe later.

In the meantime I am starting a new blog which will focus more on my new apartment life and eco living. It's much better written than this thing I swear. Here's a preview!


“The walls were bare but covered with a fresh coat of paint of which gave off the familiar scent of a newly remodeled dwelling. The floors where mostly clean with few spots here and there from leftover paint drippings. The outdoor locks where new and none of the doors made a sound. It was small with only one full bedroom and one tiny box of a room but had the great potential to become cozy. A welcoming scene for two new potential apartment owners who, for a while, had paid too much for a single room in a dingy house filled with two stupid and disgusting roommates."

http://greenpenthouseeffect.blogspot.com/

It's been a while since my last post here and a lot has changed. We moved out of that tiny one room for $600 and moved into our own little apartment for $700. Plus utilities of course but still. So now we, me and David of course, have our own bathroom, kitchen, living room, and two bedrooms. Well one is more like a den since there is no closet in it. It's on the top floor so the noise will stay low when people do move in below us. Only problem is that the heating bill might be higher.

I took pictures on my phone but I forgot to bring the cord to transfer the pictures onto the laptop. Plus we have no internet yet so I'm typing this up in the library. It's only a 5 minute walk from our place so it's nice and convenient. Bought a lot of expensive stuff last night and the apartment is still empty. Thankfully we get paid every week so a little every paycheck.

Too lazy to type more.